i have not been on here in a while. But nothing has happened to me. Today i played Cat scratch with my friends. My scratches were deeper than any of theirs witch makes me uncomfortable. I went to Ninos tonight (a haunted elementary school) with Hannah and Enoch. right when we walked in we all felt sick. we went about two yards in then Hannah and i felt so uncomfortable that we ran out and whale we where running Enoch tripped. We keeped going not knowing what happened. This fast small black thing chases us out to the gate. We ran all the way to Hannah's house and watched the video we had taken. Something ran behind us in the play gowned in the beginning. i dont know that just makes me uncomfortable. Hannah and I have a you tube now though were we will post LookBooks and the videos of are paranormal experiences. Here is a Link http://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzga7fPDg0-n_kiqnYXTDdw We will have a New Years LookBook up soon.

freedom

My friend and I ditched school today and now I am grounded for a week. I really don't care about being grounded though. This was one of the only days in a long time that I have truly felt alive.For a long time now I have felt like i am dead and not really here. I have been just watching other peoples lives fly passes me and i'm just stuck, trapped with no way out. I got out today though. It was only for a short time but I did it. I loved it to. I loved the rush of it and how no one could tell me what to do. Nobody could get in my way or boss me around. There where no parents or teachers to make up shit for me to do and look down on me. I was free! I was my own person. This feeling is the only thing that makes me feel alive again.

what am i doing here?

i really have no clue where my life is going. I feel like im not even here half of the time. Sometimes my life just feels like a lucid dream that is going nowhere fast. I wish something would happen but nothing dose. Its had for me to express my feelings in front of people. I am afraid of them not understanding. That is why i am making this blog, so that i my express my thoughts and feelings about thing.  Im not very good with words so we will just see how this works out.

this pic was taken by my friend Hannah Wynne