what am i doing here?

i really have no clue where my life is going. I feel like im not even here half of the time. Sometimes my life just feels like a lucid dream that is going nowhere fast. I wish something would happen but nothing dose. Its had for me to express my feelings in front of people. I am afraid of them not understanding. That is why i am making this blog, so that i my express my thoughts and feelings about thing.  Im not very good with words so we will just see how this works out.

this pic was taken by my friend Hannah Wynne